Getting Anxious

I have now lived in my car for well over 2000 miles and haven’t even been able to get out of New Mexico yet. The state moto is “the land of enchantment” but some of us have adopted the saying “the land of entrapment” do to how difficult it is to actually get out of here. It makes sense if you think about it. It is a state with only a few major cities and is kind of its self in the middle of nowhere. My main issue is of course, funding. I have achieved a few finical goals recently, but it hasn’t been enough, just yet. I would like to have at least an emergency fund saved up before I leave, but I am hesitant to take a normal job. Considering that I would not stay with it for more than a few months, and I don’t think it is nice to do that to an employee, or its employees. Trining takes time and slows things down, and then I am all like “so long and thanks for the pay check” after a few weeks or months. So I am trying hard to keep the photography thing going as my main source of income. Would sure be nice if other people felt compelled to help me with that goal. But, things, and people, are weird right now. I only hope that as my business grows, I will find it easier to find clients. I did get to take some super fun photos of my buddy doing his mountain bike thing. So that was exciting.